Friday, February 27, 2004.
WHY IS IT ALL ABT LOVE??
Been reading Nisa's post and Sein's post...semua pasal love...i agree with Sein that love isn't like what it is in the fairy tales or in movies...sometimes ppl can be naive and believe that love is ONLY like that...no problems, no snitches...but this is reality...and love cannot be confined into a box. Nisa's friend seems to be in a fix but i will repeat what Sein said...love that person all you want...but if you don't know the person's feelings towards you, don't put all your hopes on it because in the end you will get hurt and angry when you find out he doesn't feel the same way...it's not his fault unless he led you to believe that he felt the same way. Take it from someone who's gone through it :) Hurt...anger...embarassment...all of it comes when you expect too much from someone who doesn't love you back...*ouch*
Enough with that...on to brighter, more happier things..i'm still sick...(that wasn't exactly "happy"...) it's been more than a week..i can now officially say i've never been this sick before or for this long in my life (unless you count the time i had the chicken pox and was out for two weeks *scratch scratch*) That was agony...its was like...ooohhh itchy little water bubble *scratch*..the next day it'd be bigger...all the more fun *scratch somemore*...i'm so glad i don't have visible scars! :)
Ohhh...maz's bday...we had chocolate cake...mmm...but since i was sick i allowed myself only a spoonful (teaspoon lagi tuuu:( ) The food was...mmmm....i liked the beef...that's my favourite type of beef dish although i dunno what its called...i don't think it was rendang...something else...z picked me up and sent me home....that guy drives like a maniac! and his car is this tiny suzuki and i was half afraid the car would conk out in the middle of the highway...gilaaaa...never knew a quiet guy could be such a speedster :) my dad is as bad...what is it with men and fast cars? would a guy be willing to explain that to me? :) i'll be waiting :)
ok, i'm off to do some work i've been putting off...byeeee!!
"If I speak in the tongues of men and of angels, but have not love, I am only a resounding gong or a clanging cymbal. If I have the gift of prophecy and can fathom all mysteries and all knowledge, and if I have faith that can move mountains, but have not love, I am nothing. If I give all I possess to the poor and surrender my body to the flames, but have not love, I gain nothing.
Love is patient, love is kind. It does not envy, it does not boast, it is not proud. It is not rude, it is not self-seeking, it is not easily angered, it keeps no record of wrongs. Love does not delight in evil but rejoices with the truth. It always protects, always trusts, always hopes, always perseveres."
1 Corinthians 13:1-7, New International Version
Sunday, February 22, 2004.
BA_FLY IS SICK :(
was just reading ches' blog and it made me crave for chocolate...mmmm...i remember telling my frens that chocolate had to be eaten s-l-o-w-l-y...they thought i was nuts to care about how to eat chocolate...hey it matters ok? :)
just woke up and took a shower...i feel pretty fresh albeit tired...( that word just popped up in my head)...i feel very warm and my nose WON'T stop running! i sound terrible...i wonder how i got thru P&W just now, singing away into the mic for all to hear. Phoebe (from Friends) may sound sexy when she has a cold but i sound TERRIBLE... it started with a scratchy throat on thursday...coughed my way thru the whole day...friday was as bad...and then on saturday morning, i had it all-flu, fever and a cough (although surprisingly my throat didnt hurt anymore...) tried to go see a doctor but i had no money in my purse and the queue was looooong...and by then i was malas already so i just went back to uni....can i eat choccies when i'm this sick??? :)
Been sleeping since one...oooohhh...tomorrow is maz's bday...HAPPPY ADVANCED BIRTHDAY!! :) tomorrow we'll be at her place for makan...i can't remember her place so....:) hoping suzi or z is going so i can ikut :) tonight my dad, stepmom and i are gonna go watch Mona Lisa Smile at the cineplex at The Mall...hopefully i dun fall asleep while watching...i think i'll bring a thick jacket...
tomorrow is National Day...i'm still hoping that someone will offer me a spare ticket to go watch or someone will offer my dad one and then give it to me...yaye! *sigh* i wanna gooooo....HAPPY INDEPENDENCE DAY, BRUNEI! :) enjoy the two days off ppl!! take care!!
Wednesday, February 18, 2004.
GOODBYES ARE SO SAD...
today i went to see Rebekah off...she's my god-sister if you didn't know...dun ask me to explain what that is...i just hope you understand it! :) There were loads of ppl today..Chien was going back as well (that's my basketball playing cousin/neighbour)...and so was Andrew (another fren) and a whole bunch of ppl returning to Oz. Gave Bex a hug before she went in and surprisingly i didn't cry...only until i saw her going into the departure hall did i start to cry...it just hit me that i wouldn't be able to see her as easily as i always have...and just thinking abt how much i'll miss her...hooo boy did the water works start....*sigh* thinking abt it know, i can feel the tears coming...i cry too much... :)
today we also started practice for our dance for Heritage Night...it was kinda fun..we spent abt an hour and a half doing Bole Churiya (sp?) before finally deciding on doing another song that was more upbeat and easier to choreograph...cant remember the name of the song...but the original...phwoar...the girls were clad all in black...mid-riff showing, tight black pants, hips swaying and butt shaking...woah....hahaha dun worry...you wont get much of that on Heritage Night *smiles at censor board, crossing fingers behind back* *GRIN* hehehe bah ok gtg do some chem byeeeee
Thursday, February 12, 2004.
i'm good at it :) right now i should be doing my chem report but just now i thot i'd go online and look online for some info regarding my english, which then led me to check my mail and then to check my blog and then other ppl's blog and then to update my blog...aiyahhh!!! :P teruk eeeehhhh.... and time right now is so precious and i'm wasting it...terrible...malas eeehhh...today seemed long...i just feel very tired now...have not slept early nor properly in the past...one week? i think it's getting to me...if i keep this up i'll get sick...my body is already starting to protest...:( today we had lunch in the canteen and there was a lecturer who was coming in and he was soooooo tall...i think he's the one mr wilson said they called "shorty" (don't ask...)and anyway, as he was coming in i kinda thot to myself in horror that he would not be able to pass thru' because he seemed taller than the top of the entrance and so i was just staring at him as he was coming in...zaei who was next to me seemed transfixed by the whole scene and had a bemused smirk on his face...i dunno why he was smiling...maybe he was like me..anticipating for the moment when the lecturer's head would hit the top of the doorway :P hehehe...
Since i last posted...i can't really remember much of what happened...i do remember missing chap goh mei (15th night) dinner...to those non-chinese that's the last day of CNY..i had work that night and i missed a good dinner :(
tution is going well...i have a bunch of rowdy P6 boys who can't seem to sit still or shut up so i raise my voice a little sometimes or just give them a "look" that shuts them up...hehehe...my P5s are very quiet...i only have five for each class (i have 2 P5 classes) and ELEVEN in the P6 class....aiyoooohhhh...i will have a class with the monkeys tonight...we're doing paper 2 so i'll make them do lotsa work :)...tomorrow i will have lunch with pau, ches and shar...prolly at frat's...coz pau and shar are going back to Oz soon...
okie then i better make a start on my chem...byeeeee